my family sucks so bad right now

the day was going pretty well... and i actually thought that things were looking up... who was i kidding?

i guess i'm never gonna be good enough for my parents... i can never beat her... of cuz she's smarter, prettier and way better than me... even if she were to do da worst thing in da world, she would still be better than me, even if i try my best to be what they want...

my family doesn't even seem like a family anymore... everyone lost in their own worlds, thinkin of no one else but themselves... and sometimes even i marvel at da facade we put up... such a loving family, but no one knows what lies underneath... no one cares abt each other... it's a to each its own world we live in... but i guess i'm slowly getting used to it... sooner or later, i guess i wun care abt how this family turns out anymore... and maybe then my life wouldn't be so painful.